;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE GURRL

AMANDA

`egg cracked 080191
`bedok norh
`modern dancer

LURVES

`biting straws (:
`my phone <3
`BOOKS
`this song(:


HATES

`YOU
`COCKROACHES
`insects.!


EXITS


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# cheryl
# evan
# giles
# huilian
# josiah
# karen
# luqman
# nick
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PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!


THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

CREDITS(:

`designer_ sugar-starx
x x x x x x x
`adobe photoshop CS2





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Friday, June 09, 2006

6:25 AM

..
i dont know what to say to you.
i was on the verge of crying if you havent noticed.
of course you havent noticed.
whatever.
you.
i dont know what to say to you.
maybe im too sensitive.
or whatever.
( which is very unlikely.
cause you're always the sensitive one. )
but this is how i feel :
you lurve making excuses which are all crappy ones.
you care more of yourself than others.
you're bosy.
you take naruto as you're number one priority.
( not that naruto isnt something to put as your number one priority or anything )
you know what.
i hate being your DOG.
you know what.
whatever peiting said is true.
but i didnt want to make you sad.
by saying its true.
but now.
i guess i have to tell you.
sooner or later.
truth hurts gurl.
and i'll tell you now.
you're bosy cause.
you tell me to do things i HATE to do.
you know.
you must do this with me.
you must do that with me.
you know what.
i only did them cause i didnt want you saying that i neglect you.
your excuses.
yo know them yourself.
i dont care anymore.
your priority.
whatever.
you're sick or so you claimed.?
wow.
i totally believe it.
are you sick.?
are you okay.?
OF COURSE YOU'RE OKAY.
YOU'RE WATCHING NARUTO.
ohh blardy hell.
today you said.
whats wrong with you.
just cause i didnt come yesterday.
and you're angry with me.
omg.
whats wrong with me.?
WHATS WRONG WITH ME.?!
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING QUESTION IS THAT.?!
well.
i'll answer it now.
the problem is YOU.
YOU'RE THE PROBLEM.
whatever.
and what did you say.?
i dont mind losing a friend.
wow.
im so hurt.
fine.
if im not that important that you can lose.
fine.
and now i'll write here.
that i dont care if i lose YOU and only YOU.
i dont know why you're my friend in the first place.
im stupid.
really stupid.
i dont care anymore.
i really dont.
i dont care.
i really dont.
ohhhh.
i dont even know what to type.
how disappointed i am.?
or how much i take you as some dumb chick.
or even worse.
a fucker.
*betcha going to go around telling others what i said and you being innocent. guess what.
i dont care what others think about me anymore.
go on.
brainwash them.
you dont even know how bad you really are sometimes.
and im totally DONE with that.*

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;